i know i shouldnt feel jealous.
cos she totally deserved it.
but i cant help it. she's always so slack and now she's got like. straight As.

must learn to be thankful for what i have myself.

ah. stupid Mr. kuo.
after his "advice" to us today after chem prac. i dunno where to go.
definitely not RJ i guess.
cos how he says that people there mug very hard.
while all the time lying abt not studying. and pretending to play alot and not care.
then get good grades.
i dont wanna be like that.

then. HC i dun mind.
but if i take art its gonna be a biiiig problem
cos HC art pioneered last year.
so if i go in i'll be 2nd batch.
and apparently the facilities SUCK.
so. =(

but i dowan to go NJ. as in. it IS a possible option la.
but pple keep telling me its damn boring.
shall check with liang fa for it.
thoh the art facils are damn good la.

and. the problematic part.
KUO says i should go poly.
how the art at TP is good. like for fashion designing and interior designing.
and how NYP apparently has quite good art stuff for like animation?
bleh.
how?
now im like torn la. cos peipei wans to do interior designing too.
and she considering HC. but kuo told us both to go poly. urgh.
i need to know exactly what they offer and if it suits me.
sigh. so irritated (or maybe its confusion)